Tomorrow is reveal night at Studio Calico at 12 midnight EST! Come join the fun and games and prizes and chat! We always have a ball on reveal night.

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So that’s me trying to be upbeat. I’m not feeling upbeat right now. I had some bad news this week. And man, I’ve really had a hard time bouncing back. Its silly really…with the economy and companies trying to save money and stay lucrative, etc. etc. etc. Provo Craft didn’t extend my contract for this year. I’ve had a lot of fun working for them for the past two years, but alas its the end of an era. It really shouldn’t be that big of a deal, right? But I can’t shake it. I’m not sure why I attach such strong emotions to stuff as silly as this, but I do. It makes me feel like an unworthy person. I mean I know in my HEAD that that’s not true and all, but it doesn’t reach my heart somehow. I am really really down about it. I guess its probably a combination of a lot of things…it usually is. I’ve been praying about it, and I know God always has something to teach me out of my experiences, and I’m trying to get over it so I can see with hindsight. But for right now, I’m wallowing a bit. Hopefully I can get over my pity party and get happy soon!!!